Sunday, September 26, 2010

I

I think i'm not good enough
I feel i'm not worthy
I say i'm not depressed
I act i'm not crying
I pretend i'm not jealous
I believe sometimes i might not survive

yet i'm aware that i"m alive
<3 <3 <3

My collection of cameras

heres my little collection atm
practica L slr
600 polariod
nikon d40 dslr





Retro flash

a bit of my art
DONT STEAL PLZ




Love
Love is not co dependacy, love is not to be clingy.
Love is not cold, love is not just light.
Love cant be faith, love cant be lost.
Love is not used, love is not a book.
Love is not taken, love is not infatuation.
Love isnt self interest, love isnt just sex.
Love is not fear.

Love is not a cut.....


Love can be conditional,but better unconditional.

Love is The meeting of two personalities, it is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

Love is what you make love to be for you.

Love is positive.

Love is better when you smile.

Creeping

creeping
darkness it resides in, the vale of blackness covers still
the evil that dewls in a shadow of torment, tearing.
it has been dispelled, diminished and destroyed, so it feels
but the posion is still pumps, only the smallest in the my viens.
light has so shone more then that was bestode to dimishes
for this light is a new path, to continue the cleansing light of replenishment
the tatics are same and the feel is pure, it can be done.
the brightness is seeable and the warmth is breathable
but the creeping feel is still there and the viens throb the beat,
for it wants to feed of the pureness, the light of peace, for what i have gained
eat what it has already enjoyed before, and try and suck what is there now
it scares me
it terifies me
it wants to make me shy, its nearly making me cry
it TRYS to blind me, make me weak, make me fear!
but i know better, to just smile and i will survive
for i have survived once before...
this time it will not be so lucky to knock me to the floor
the light will only rise.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

2 people

We are 2 amazing people that have been so lucky to meet each other.
We are 2 people correcting our mistakes we learnt before with each other.
We are 2 people enjoying the fast and taking the slow.
We are 2 people with a second chance with giving our hearts.
We are 2 people that are friends that can talk honestly and laugh stupidly.
We are 2 people working on our dream, and were 2 people working together.
We are 2 people with unconditional love.
We are a couple.
<3

Friday, September 10, 2010

Give and Take

Give and Take

one gave and one took
one smiled and one shook
one let go and one held on
one cried and one was deprived

one spat it out, one swallowed it all
one stayed still, one couldn't stay still
one talked all day, one drank all night
one was safe, one wasn't at all

one was up for it as the other down for it
one was keen as beans the other was plain as spam
one was britty and pretty the other was funky as junky
one was a low fiver the other was a high fiver

one was the same as the other same
except one knew how to give then take
the other was to take then give.