A letter to You !

Hey, hey you!
remember me, rememeber that time!
remember those feelings. those thoughts. those actions!

dont you remember who you are deep down!

you havent gotten any better, your just ignoring it with that big tough shell you think you have on now. you think you can get rid of me..... i dont think so!!
i'll always be hear to churn your shit, i'll be hear to remind you of how fukd you really are, how shit you have it, and how shit you gonna keep it and not be able to change it!
no future
you keep failing
always be a poor bum
never good at any one thing
your core is weak and i'll keep poking it till you finish that bottle into the hill
or stand in front of those bright 6am lights.

you think your the same as everyone else, with problems, feeling ,ect ect blah blah!
well your worse, real fukin worse.
people just treat you nice because because you cry so much inside that your not fukd.
oh by the way! you dont deserve her, she is so much better than you'll ever be. you dont deserve them! and you dont deserve him either!
yeah him....
you waste!
you ruined his life and you ruined hers
and you'll ruin hers to if you keep fucking up like you do!
pat yourself on the back mate, well done!

seriously, hurry up and do the world a favor, do you the favor.
im mean, dont even blog this cause no one gives a fuck buddy, you aint getting any more sympathy. you've used it all up. and your spiritual side isn't worth it, its just your weak cover up!. you'll never get to where you think your going.
take that knife of your arm and put it to use you pussy.

no one cares about how you think you care. your arrogant and up yourself and aint getting nowhere.no one understands you and the shit that comes out of your mouth!
not even your friends, which one of them you pretty much used! you waste!

i dont care how you think or feel, like literally
you are a disposable body and im just waiting for the next to come along

PS: FUCK YOU