its all about you

its all about you. well it is at the moment.
its all about the problems you bring.its all about the issues you have.
its all about the insecurities you have. the aggressive attitude you swing
its when you try and put someone first, you dont seem to remember yourself.
you forget whats coming , you forget whats happened.
put done that phone, put down that knife. pick up that bottle, and empty it first sight. stop drowning yourself in sorrow, leave that place you weep in all night
make a decision now, no. except what is, live in whats now.
If things dont go as desired, dont be scared to let go.

maybe you'll cry, maybe it wasnt to be. maybe it will come back. maybe you just dont have what it takes
maybe this will end your insight

jesse, wake up.

Reference--
-I had a boy on my table today. I don't know, maybe a year younger than you. He had a bad heart. It got real hairy, real fast.
And everybody's looking at your old man to make decisions. And I was able to make those decisions because at the end of the day, after the boy died, I was able to wash my hands and come home to dinner.
You know, watch a little Carol Burnett, laugh till my sides hurt.

And how can I do that, hmm? And even when I fail, how do I do that?
Because I have what it takes.
Don't choose, don't decide. You don't want to be a hero, you don't try and save everyone because when you fail... you just don't have what it takes.