no mangina !!

i will stand there and do what you want.
if thats what you really want.
they can do everthing, and i'll just look good.
i'll be tough and let you be right when i know you's aint
whatever, your payin.
but theres only so much i can do, and one day i will split.
but till then i will shutup and take it all. i seem to be good at it atm.


i love the feeling of being belittled, put down and denied to have feelings.
i love that i can withstand it now, be stronger, and wall myself from it.
what i dont love is being an emotional punching bag
taking someone elses feelings onboard then denied to be heard.
supporting someone and receiving no equal value in return. aint a good feeling
wheres the give and take.
suppose that just happens in life.
guess im the guy, im wrong and have to take everything...
glad i have you blog :)
pce buddy