I am one with all

So i may not have become what ive wanted to yet in my life.
And cooking for 10 years has driven me away from commercial kitchen in my home town, but there is some passion for cooking still there. the desire seem to just be faint and unable to be filled at this point.

There are many things i enjoy in life that i could become.
A skateboarder, A dancer maybe, a Singer,musician. Maybe a computer technician.
Perhaps i could take photos, write books and poems, be an artist, or even become a counsellor one day.
Even with all these fascinations and interests i still cant put my foot down on one, and dont beleive i ever really will. commitment is hard for me, but i with sayin...i am getting better.

Right now in my life i am pleased to have a range of abilities and get new lessons in growth for my intelligence and higher self on a regular basis.

I drink tea everday and use incense - this to me helps my brain and higher self grow and expand into a wiser intelligent person that i want to be
I have let go well at least do such a better task in doing so now having less twisted emotions and feelings inside of me, more love to give and a brighter inside and outside attracting wonderful people into my life.
I love more unconditionally, im less emotional and sensitive and i generally care about the people around me and myself the most - for once!
I take pictures regularly, i cook regularly, i skateboard regularly !
I dont take drugs or smoke, drink very little and party less.
I exercise occasionally eat healthy and meditate..
I see my son when i can, and im planning for the future.

I am that i am

I am becoming much better in who i would like to be.
No matter what though, i will be what im meant to be
dam good idea its what i want to be...

Peace peeps