there are times I think I know how I'm acting and how much control I believe I have onto my action towards other.
but then there are times when it has failed completely. and all I'm doing is making. myself more a Dick for others to laugh or even worst, get more kissed off and eventually make it aware to me in a quite rude, criticized way.
suxs when its your best friend.
I can't ve what everyone wants me to be, and even thou I encourage change, learning and growth in myself for myself and others. there are just some things that won't entirely change.
all I can do is be aware and considerate.
because in the end, there will be many people I piss off with my actions of pwrsonality. doesn't mean I item to. and doesn't mean I'm selfish and inconsiderate to ignore it and not attempt for a change!
I'm sorry that there's nothing I can do that's helpful for you and all I do is ask ask ask.
I'm sorry that you think your smarter and righter then me.
And I'm sorry that I don't listen and follow what you think I should do. and even though that may be a little out of context, thats how it feels coming from you.
so before you make a judgement please, consider you arrogance first....
cause I never meant to treat you or myself that I wanted it then and there!
my intentions was to find if I can catch you at an appropriate time and meeting venue while not disturbing your plans!
not to just follow you into a crowd of thousands of people and possible hear nothing from you!
it was inappropriate is all I'm sayin.
and I'm sure I wasn't acting genuinely considerate either.
for that I do apologize.
Comes down now to how long until we talk.
till then, peace
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