Me in itself

as I roam these shopping corridors, I start to amaze how much I’ve changed and how little everyone around me hasn’t it all starts simply like this. most humans care only about themselves and so by doing this they must first display a look that wins over the other potential challenger in order to gain higher self noteity and be the victor. in sense its a never ending war with how we look and how much we much try to not only break the barriers on individualism but also not to veer away and become a outcast, unnoticed by society and looked upon as ‘an unworthy challenge’ . so, we all fit into a category regardless of what that is but we must be the best and show of to the rest what we wear, how much it was, colour and style. its a battle of who has there Gucci bag and hottest nikey trainers. who has the fancyest man sagale, the biggest ear spacers and who can wear the highest high heels with the most makeup.
in today land to the average blind human being its all about the brand! , then your social genre style, and then weather you gain the attention that you so desperately wish to acquire from the world because of your humain insecurities.
I could name so many of the top of my head.
but, I look at me yesterday and who I was and compare it to today and judge myself.
yesterday I wore the cool element gear, the gold chains, the raddest car, the big tv and dvd collection, the mass fish tank, and the never ending supply of useless trinkets that in the end break and are worthless to begin with.
were now! I dont even bother with clothes and there names, just give me enough basics to see me through a week. I only buy plain t shirts really and milk out what I still own. I’m wearing a plain poncho atm. I have tattoos yes. but that’s another social story in itself. ill buy decent skate shoes still, when there on special.
I’ve donated majority of my stuff because I felt stupid that I fell into a circle of useless overrated fashion and there are ppl out there that are actually in need!
I can clearly understand how I didn’t and everyone around me doesn’t still. how the woman must look the best with the best makeup, clothes and mind numbing attitudes. and the men, the men with there tight macho style, there ego attitudes and bottomless souls. that’s just my rendition from the energy I feel, being around 1000 plus of these ppl atm it’s hard not to pick up.
to every metro, they have to try be indie and the Indies are working on there metroness.
even though every human is smiling and laughing with much joy ( and bless them that they are) I can guarantee inside they are suffering.
thank the lord, thank energy and thank you awareness for waking me up from this matrix!

is your mind blown?

did I just say something?