cut it off!

It's a feeling of pain knowning that your just another pawn to hate, resentment, anger and frustration. The game of Blame and thoughts of selflish murder and suicide to others.
Icfeel sometimes I will never get rid of this curse. I will always be blamed for such a problem and that I may never change.
I'm on a merry go round. It goes up and down, back and forth.... A continuses cycle, always repeating.
And with every height I remind myself I can do better, be better, know better and be enlightened with love and kindness to make this body stronger and mind wiser.
But with every fall, I sink inside the depth of this mind, reminded.
If only I could stick to the change I so wish to aqquire and continue for myself.
Not let anyone come in my way!
That I always do this, that even though I change, I feel I will be like this forever. Sinking into the abyss that is my dark mind, forever perpetuating nothing worth living.

I do not think I will survive sometimes.

I do not like excepting who I am and what I am made of


I don't not like what is upon my shoulders.
Cut it off.

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