From that very first night to that exact contact of sight

From the very first time i met you, i knew you were special. the night we shared together meant quite alot to me. It taught me alot about you. that night you showed me how gentle and beautiful you are. you showed me that you needed a friend to confide in, to support you through the tough times ahead, and i felt like our knew hoe important it was for us to meet. you also showed me how much courage you have. and showed me how good you are at cuddling.
i know you feel like we should be ebtter at friends and that we dont work as a team, but i feel like we do. when something is going wrong in our lives the other person is always there. just like right now. im here to lift you up. and just like you do this for me.
i value you so much you are everything to me. i almost fell down the ladder at work yesterday and i thought you to be the first to be told so you could comfort me and make everything better. the more i thought about it the more i realized how i actually feel about you. its incredible! the feeling you give me is indescribable!

i know things are getting harder to deal with right now but you need to remember that your family anf\d friends are here to support you. they'll care about you so much aswell, they are always going to be there for you.
Sophie sounds amazing, shes loving and beautiful. how many people can say they got like a near 10 page txt message from there sister to help support them. how many!
see how lucky you are
Never forget how loved you are and how blessed you have been.
Jesse, you mean so much to me, how many girls can say there boyfriends came up with 19 surprises for there birthday?? none!
no one i know has a partner that is as caring as you are. and i feel so special for that.
you do so much for me, you listen to me when im down, you really know how to deal with me when im in certain moods.
you never stop showering me with your love and for that i am always grateful.
i love you Jesse Michael Hands for who you are, and what you believe in.

This letter is dated back to the 8/9/12 in my personal journal by a very special girl.

this has changed my life helped me through. and on this day, i see more in it that i haven't seen before.
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