Obsessive Compulsive Woman

Wow, i cant beleive you. well maybe i can.
it makes sense it was a lie now.
it makes sense now that you didnt tell the truth.
its sad how you treat yourself like that.
its quite depressing you didnt love me like that.

so you keep running into that brick wall
you keep chasing that pathetic DREAM!
because youll NEVER get him back
and if you do, i'll laugh when it falls to shit again.

so keep hurting yourself. keep lieing.
im sorry i cared, and feel stupid for giving all
i tired to understand, and in a way i did.
but it still wasn't good enough for you.
so was the love a waste?. where you kissing cuddling him instead?
did you just want to scream his name in sex?
was his face on top of my shoulders?
did you want to be hurt more?
did you want to be enthrilled more?
so keep stepping on your toes, keep chasing your lies
cause he found you, and before you knew it, got rid of you.
he wont ever take you back.

As AMAZING and BEAUTIFUL you are
you will always be in my heart.
it so sad to see your going backwards once again.
it breaks my heart i cant help you
i really wanted to be apart of your life
i still love you..

if so you'll be left there once again, alone, repeating history.
so get over it, get over him! cant you see there are better men out there
cant you understand, i could of been that man..
if you just let go and let me in
i would of given you everthing, but you dont beleive that.only he can
so thanks... thanks for using me, even if you didnt intend to
thanks for letting me be your "break up guy"

but at the end of the day
you weren't good enough for me!
and by the sounds
neither is strange punch distributer guy

thanks for helping break my heart
im so sorry for you
im sorry you didnt fall in love me like him.

i loved and cared for you so much i put you before myself.
so do you not care?
cause its making clear sense

happy valentines
enjoy your fucking flowers!!



i am so ANGRY! and RESENTFUL that i feel like a waste
im so jealous at most...

so weather you read this or not, im sure you understand why ive expressed my heart ache and pain in words like this..

what go's around comes around
so yeah..blah blah blah!!!