I think i'm not good enough
I feel i'm not worthy
I say i'm not depressed
I act i'm not crying
I pretend i'm not jealous
I believe sometimes i might not survive
yet i'm aware that i"m alive
<3 <3 <3
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Love
Love is not co dependacy, love is not to be clingy.
Love is not cold, love is not just light.
Love cant be faith, love cant be lost.
Love is not used, love is not a book.
Love is not taken, love is not infatuation.
Love isnt self interest, love isnt just sex.
Love is not fear.
Love is not a cut.....
Love can be conditional,but better unconditional.
Love is The meeting of two personalities, it is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Love is what you make love to be for you.
Love is positive.
Love is better when you smile.
Creeping
creeping
darkness it resides in, the vale of blackness covers still
the evil that dewls in a shadow of torment, tearing.
it has been dispelled, diminished and destroyed, so it feels
but the posion is still pumps, only the smallest in the my viens.
light has so shone more then that was bestode to dimishes
for this light is a new path, to continue the cleansing light of replenishment
the tatics are same and the feel is pure, it can be done.
the brightness is seeable and the warmth is breathable
but the creeping feel is still there and the viens throb the beat,
for it wants to feed of the pureness, the light of peace, for what i have gained
eat what it has already enjoyed before, and try and suck what is there now
it scares me
it terifies me
it wants to make me shy, its nearly making me cry
it TRYS to blind me, make me weak, make me fear!
but i know better, to just smile and i will survive
for i have survived once before...
this time it will not be so lucky to knock me to the floor
the light will only rise.
darkness it resides in, the vale of blackness covers still
the evil that dewls in a shadow of torment, tearing.
it has been dispelled, diminished and destroyed, so it feels
but the posion is still pumps, only the smallest in the my viens.
light has so shone more then that was bestode to dimishes
for this light is a new path, to continue the cleansing light of replenishment
the tatics are same and the feel is pure, it can be done.
the brightness is seeable and the warmth is breathable
but the creeping feel is still there and the viens throb the beat,
for it wants to feed of the pureness, the light of peace, for what i have gained
eat what it has already enjoyed before, and try and suck what is there now
it scares me
it terifies me
it wants to make me shy, its nearly making me cry
it TRYS to blind me, make me weak, make me fear!
but i know better, to just smile and i will survive
for i have survived once before...
this time it will not be so lucky to knock me to the floor
the light will only rise.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
2 people
We are 2 amazing people that have been so lucky to meet each other.
We are 2 people correcting our mistakes we learnt before with each other.
We are 2 people enjoying the fast and taking the slow.
We are 2 people with a second chance with giving our hearts.
We are 2 people that are friends that can talk honestly and laugh stupidly.
We are 2 people working on our dream, and were 2 people working together.
We are 2 people with unconditional love.
We are a couple.
<3
We are 2 people correcting our mistakes we learnt before with each other.
We are 2 people enjoying the fast and taking the slow.
We are 2 people with a second chance with giving our hearts.
We are 2 people that are friends that can talk honestly and laugh stupidly.
We are 2 people working on our dream, and were 2 people working together.
We are 2 people with unconditional love.
We are a couple.
<3
Friday, September 10, 2010
Give and Take
Give and Take
one gave and one took
one smiled and one shook
one let go and one held on
one cried and one was deprived
one spat it out, one swallowed it all
one stayed still, one couldn't stay still
one talked all day, one drank all night
one was safe, one wasn't at all
one was up for it as the other down for it
one was keen as beans the other was plain as spam
one was britty and pretty the other was funky as junky
one was a low fiver the other was a high fiver
one was the same as the other same
except one knew how to give then take
the other was to take then give.
one gave and one took
one smiled and one shook
one let go and one held on
one cried and one was deprived
one spat it out, one swallowed it all
one stayed still, one couldn't stay still
one talked all day, one drank all night
one was safe, one wasn't at all
one was up for it as the other down for it
one was keen as beans the other was plain as spam
one was britty and pretty the other was funky as junky
one was a low fiver the other was a high fiver
one was the same as the other same
except one knew how to give then take
the other was to take then give.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sick Man....
just browsing, what do i come across, one sick mofo :)
thanks to Stefan for these shots
heres Voodoo
thanks to Stefan for these shots
heres Voodoo
Sunday, September 5, 2010
the poison will run deep
so to recap in words of sorrow and depression, my life has been fuckin hell for well, 2months ago for the past 12 or so months.
feelings of bitterness, confusion, anger and disastor from a blissful enthusiasatic feeling of love that meerly was a rich dark curtian of painful lesson in realizing a true poteinial of a this weak induvidual that didnt just not believe but putdown in beleiving at times to see only one true depressing path was the only way in surving the harshes steps of lifes greatess un appreticated journey.
this to me is just a letter of bitterness to YOU, You the one that challenged me witht the posion you seeped in my vains, the posion that will meerly become lighter and lighter in the suppressed feelings i have, the posion you injected and say so much as to drian it from my system. for only a blade so sharp could perform that task, that is how my brian felt for so long in perciving a never ending battle of good vs evil.
but little did i see the energy that i possed, the energy that surrounds me, that Binds me, with beings and with destinys!
for this is another step in the lifes of each other, and the life of a new creation that has come to exsite in this life brought by so us, or you as we only know atm.
so it seems to me as to easy for you atm, a breze, a choice that only you had a desicion in for the better of yourself not another, when there is always 2 envoled in dancing the tango! so the bitterness, the shame, the anger, and mostly the pain of tryin to face a battle one way but progress in another since there was know enthusiasm of conformer together on one such path, for the pain and suffering had deepind too much, and the posion was strong enough to take over the mind and emtion of such 2 human beings.
Fate was decied for both partys, no longer should 2 such induvidauls even bother on a journey of lessons anymore together, for the posion just churned more and more. and as those feelings demintiond, other feeling reconstructed in a stronger form inside of the anomallys, the energy was back.
journeys will never stop and this one will be a long tested adventure of crisis and comittment for such a newly young sole, but i will do everthing in my power, with my energy to be with the one htat shares my blood, i will not give up and will not lt the posion stir in my system no more, for you are nothing nomore and will have nothing to do with me or my life with this young soul of mine, not you, not your family, the times i share you will have nothing to do with for i will never touch or even lay eys on that posion ever for it will always stir in me how this came to be, the inconsiderate, irrasponsible actions of one such human.
to conclude this is all a lesson for both, and learning in the right matter will alreat awareness better for each for i beleive if there is no awareness then all that has happened is useless.
what has happened has happened and i progress better everyday now that i have faced such a journey, and that i have found enlightment to calm my thoughts and feelings of negativity. for new journeys and lessons come along , new dreams, new passions and new love
my life is great atm even in such a stale waiting period of life, till the outcome has been laid by the finally test shall our lifes be tested, and that, that i am ready for
for my PLANS will not fail and you will never get in my way of our lifes anymore, because to me, YOU wont be there, just like i will probaly not be there for yours!!!
till then i will wait for my moves are made and this time you will fall into my check mate laid for you.
i will not let you mistakes affect me anymore, now go, live how you so want to live now and i shall do the same, since everything is bliss for me atm
i am that i am
i am not the body
i am not the emotions
i am not the thoughts
i am not the mind
I AM THE SOUL
feelings of bitterness, confusion, anger and disastor from a blissful enthusiasatic feeling of love that meerly was a rich dark curtian of painful lesson in realizing a true poteinial of a this weak induvidual that didnt just not believe but putdown in beleiving at times to see only one true depressing path was the only way in surving the harshes steps of lifes greatess un appreticated journey.
this to me is just a letter of bitterness to YOU, You the one that challenged me witht the posion you seeped in my vains, the posion that will meerly become lighter and lighter in the suppressed feelings i have, the posion you injected and say so much as to drian it from my system. for only a blade so sharp could perform that task, that is how my brian felt for so long in perciving a never ending battle of good vs evil.
but little did i see the energy that i possed, the energy that surrounds me, that Binds me, with beings and with destinys!
for this is another step in the lifes of each other, and the life of a new creation that has come to exsite in this life brought by so us, or you as we only know atm.
so it seems to me as to easy for you atm, a breze, a choice that only you had a desicion in for the better of yourself not another, when there is always 2 envoled in dancing the tango! so the bitterness, the shame, the anger, and mostly the pain of tryin to face a battle one way but progress in another since there was know enthusiasm of conformer together on one such path, for the pain and suffering had deepind too much, and the posion was strong enough to take over the mind and emtion of such 2 human beings.
Fate was decied for both partys, no longer should 2 such induvidauls even bother on a journey of lessons anymore together, for the posion just churned more and more. and as those feelings demintiond, other feeling reconstructed in a stronger form inside of the anomallys, the energy was back.
journeys will never stop and this one will be a long tested adventure of crisis and comittment for such a newly young sole, but i will do everthing in my power, with my energy to be with the one htat shares my blood, i will not give up and will not lt the posion stir in my system no more, for you are nothing nomore and will have nothing to do with me or my life with this young soul of mine, not you, not your family, the times i share you will have nothing to do with for i will never touch or even lay eys on that posion ever for it will always stir in me how this came to be, the inconsiderate, irrasponsible actions of one such human.
to conclude this is all a lesson for both, and learning in the right matter will alreat awareness better for each for i beleive if there is no awareness then all that has happened is useless.
what has happened has happened and i progress better everyday now that i have faced such a journey, and that i have found enlightment to calm my thoughts and feelings of negativity. for new journeys and lessons come along , new dreams, new passions and new love
my life is great atm even in such a stale waiting period of life, till the outcome has been laid by the finally test shall our lifes be tested, and that, that i am ready for
for my PLANS will not fail and you will never get in my way of our lifes anymore, because to me, YOU wont be there, just like i will probaly not be there for yours!!!
till then i will wait for my moves are made and this time you will fall into my check mate laid for you.
i will not let you mistakes affect me anymore, now go, live how you so want to live now and i shall do the same, since everything is bliss for me atm
i am that i am
i am not the body
i am not the emotions
i am not the thoughts
i am not the mind
I AM THE SOUL
////////////////Bliss and Douche!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mikkys 21st brithday
heres the Bliss...
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and the douche :P....
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Good Times :)
heres the Bliss...
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and the douche :P....
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Good Times :)
Friday, September 3, 2010
a modern piece of vintage
found some cool cameras made all vintage like eh!
check it
http://hubpages.com/hub/Retro-Style-Digital-Cameras
Sik Mish
so just got back from a mish to perth an back in 1 night just to see some awesome bands that our friends are in.
-Fun Razor-
-Celabrator-
-Silver Lizard-
aswell as other great bands to
but those 3 bands you can see picks of on one of my other posts from last weekend
left at 6pm got back at 2pm
nasty mish thou ha
-Fun Razor-
-Celabrator-
-Silver Lizard-
aswell as other great bands to
but those 3 bands you can see picks of on one of my other posts from last weekend
left at 6pm got back at 2pm
nasty mish thou ha
Thursday, September 2, 2010
AMA backs Headspace mental health initiative
The Australian Medical Association (AMA) is supporting a new program that will change the way mental health services are delivered to young people.
The Federal Government has committed $50 million to the Headspace initiative - which is expected to see 30 youth-friendly sites established across the country.
Non-government organisations that already provide similar services will be able to apply for grants to restructure and expand activities.
AMA president Dr Mukesh Haikerwal says extra counselling, health advice and vocational support should be available to people aged between 12 and 25.
"If we can get young people early on in the piece when they may be developing or have risks of developing mental illness, we can actually reduce the severity of their disease," he said.
"[We can] make sure it can actually be kept under control rather than developing a full-blown disease later on in time."
The Federal Government has committed $50 million to the Headspace initiative - which is expected to see 30 youth-friendly sites established across the country.
Non-government organisations that already provide similar services will be able to apply for grants to restructure and expand activities.
AMA president Dr Mukesh Haikerwal says extra counselling, health advice and vocational support should be available to people aged between 12 and 25.
"If we can get young people early on in the piece when they may be developing or have risks of developing mental illness, we can actually reduce the severity of their disease," he said.
"[We can] make sure it can actually be kept under control rather than developing a full-blown disease later on in time."
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
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