I'm a terrible person

I have no one to talk too, I have no one to txt. I have no one txtin me. Once again my emotions have Fucked myself and the ppl around me that I love.
The truth, is that the truth does hurt, and I was s vintage about it.
The fact, we hurt the ones we love.
I've hurt you. And ducked myself over.
Sorrow will not work.

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what is.

i wrote a story,
And my greatest critics replied.
this is what you Should do...

then i never heard from them again.

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no mangina !!

i will stand there and do what you want.
if thats what you really want.
they can do everthing, and i'll just look good.
i'll be tough and let you be right when i know you's aint
whatever, your payin.
but theres only so much i can do, and one day i will split.
but till then i will shutup and take it all. i seem to be good at it atm.


i love the feeling of being belittled, put down and denied to have feelings.
i love that i can withstand it now, be stronger, and wall myself from it.
what i dont love is being an emotional punching bag
taking someone elses feelings onboard then denied to be heard.
supporting someone and receiving no equal value in return. aint a good feeling
wheres the give and take.
suppose that just happens in life.
guess im the guy, im wrong and have to take everything...
glad i have you blog :)
pce buddy

My Xmas List :)

Pokemons
anything xbox related, maybe a controller
smelly stuffs
candles, incense, and miscellaneous gifts like that
more pillows
more clothes and shoes
FISH
a new logi tech surround sound
someone to buy my car
mangos'
a big teddy bear
cameras and stuffs
oh .. polaroid camera
drugs and alcahol
maybe a cook book or some other type of books
a iphone
lots of TOYS!! :P
new fire pois
a wireless router
Food - chocolate and lollies
jasmine tea :)
some thing skateboarding related
a fish eye lens
a cheap video camera
doritos
pokemon red and gold
nun chucks!
more FISH!
good smelling perfume or deo for a man
Sex on xmas day
Sex on xmas eve
a pokemon tshirt
Cheap raybans
a haircut
a new bed
More Sex on boxing day!!
All the bestest greatest Sex :D
posters of pokemon, game stuff, ect

A Marvelous Xmas Day with friends and family. with the ones i love the most