Thursday, January 31, 2013

"It's All Understood"

Everyone laughed at her joke As if they'd nevereven hearditbefore And maybe theywere truly amused But every word that she spoke was a bore And maybe it's because theyhad seen The previews on the TVscreen Well this part is good and that's well understood So you should laugh if you knowwhat I mean

But it's all relative Even if you don't understand Well it's all understood Especially when you don't understand Then it's all just because Even if we don't understand Then lets all just believe

Everyone knows what went down Because the news was spread all over town And fact is only what you believe And fact and fiction work as a team It's almost always fiction in the end That contentbegins tobend When context is never the same

And it's all relative Even if we don't understand And that's well understood Especially when we don't understand Then it's all just because Even if we don't understand Then lets all just believe

I was reading a book Or maybe it was a magazine Suggestions on where to place faith Suggestions on what to believe But I read somewhere That you've got to beware You can't believe anything you read But the goodBook is good And that's well understood So don't even question If you knowwhat I mean

But it's all relative Even if you don't understand Well it's all understood Especially when you don't understand And it's all just because Even if we don't understand Then lets all just believe

But there you go once again You missed the point and then you point Your fingers at me And say that I said not to believe I believe I guess I guess it's all relative

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Thank you

Thank you
Thank you for being the partner I wanted for so long. Thank you for this relationship with you. Thank you for caring about us. Thank you for working hard at your job. Thank you for making me feel the way I do, especially about you. Thank you for the angry times. Thank you for giving me as much as you do. Thank you for remembering things. Thank you for your moods. Thank you for being pleasent around me. Thank you for offloading your negative energy even if its at me. Thank you for seeing how much effort I put in, and thank you for the amount you put in. Thank you for telling me how much I mean to you. Thank you for not underestimating me. Thank you for speaking to me, even if its down. Thank you for catching me on dumb things I do. Thank you for being bossy. Thank you for being controlive. Thank you for not lieing, but protecting me. Thank you for all the pain we've been through. Thank you for helping me see I'm a child too. Thank you for spending so much time with me when you can.
Thank you for putting me first in your life.
Thank you for appreciating all I do for you. Thank you for telling me your problems and still having time to listen to mine. Thank you for doing as much as I do for you. Thank you for making me feel needed! Thank you for talking a lot since I don't. Thank you for paying attention, so much attention to me. Thank you for helping me clean up. Thank you for being like my mum at times, I need it. Thank you for pushing me to do things. Thank you for all the silly mistakes, its helped me understand we are not perfect. Thank you for being the most supportive person in my life to date. Thank you for being proud of me and the things I do and will accomplish. Thank you for remembering things even I forget. Thank you for listening to me complain. Thank you for being so considerate towards my feelings. Thank you for Sharing same opinions and not so same opinions. Thank you for expressing your values to me and sharing the ones we can. Thank you for being a very feminine girl around me. Thank you for expecting things from me, I can do it. Thank you for picking me up. Thank you for opening up to me. Thank you for asking attention from me. Thank you for getting angry at me. Thank you for my moods. Thank you for everyday and every night. Thank you for finding a page full of words I do for you to make you feel good about me.

Thank you for loving yourself so much

Thank you for being you most of all.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I don't try hard enough. I'm sorry I don't listen to you. I'm sorry I don't give you your needs. I'm sorry I'm not as social as I could be. I'm sorry I'm not social at all for you and around people with us. I'm sorry I am full of emotions and feelings. I'm sorry I'm deep. I'm sorry I'm personal. I'm sorry I don't accept you for you. I'm sorry I hurt you unintentionally. I'm sorry I wet you in the shower. I'm sorry I shower you with too much love. I'm sorry I rely on you. I'm sorry I always want comfort and security. I'm sorry I treat you like my mum. I'm sorry I'm insecure. I'm sorry the shower is not hot enough for you. I'm sorry I don't think about your feelings. I'm sorry I don't have the same values as you. I'm sorry I'm not giving you your dreams. I'm sorry I hate myself so much. I'm sorry I'm a downer. I'm sorry I can't be more friendly. I'm sorry I can't joke around enough. I'm sorry I take everything to heart. I'm sorry I don't go out of my way enough for you. I'm sorry that I'm not sorry enough. I'm sorry I don't please you enough. I'm sorry I don't put enough effort into things. I'm sorry I don't plan enough. I'm sorry I get really angry. I'm sorry I make you angry. I'm sorry I give up. I'm sorry I feel hopeless. I'm sorry for being different. I'm sorry for trying to change you. I'm sorry for not changing. I'm sorry I don't come see you more often. I'm sorry I use you. I'm sorry I make you frustrated. I'm sorry I upset you. I'm sorry I don't give you time. I'm sorry I'm not patient. I'm sorry I'm older then you. I'm sorry I disagree. I'm sorry for my head. I'm sorry I don't comfort you enough. I'm sorry I lie to you. I'm sorry I don't kiss you and cuddle you enough. I'm sorry I don't tell you I love you enough. I'm sorry I have little money. I'm sorry I live in a shed. I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry I don't do more things you would like me to do. I'm sorry I don't cook for you enough. I'm sorry I'm not a good provider. I'm sorry about my jealousy. I'm sorry I look at things differently. I'm sorry I'm not enough for you. I'm sorry I love you so much and put you first always. I'm sorry I don't love you enough or put you first enough. I'm sorry I drink. I'm sorry if I give you false hope. I'm sorry about this letter.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

Saturday, January 26, 2013

better

If I kiss you where it's sore 
If I kiss you where it's sore 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 

Born like sisters to this world 
In a town where blood ties are only blood 
If you never say your name out loud to anyone 
They can never ever call you by it 

If I kiss you where it's sore 
If I kiss you where it's sore 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 

You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder 
And I don't understand, and I don't understand 
But if I kiss you where it's sore 
If I kiss you where it's sore 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all 
Anything at all 
Will you feel anything at all 
Anything at all 
Will you feel anything at all 
Anything at all...
Come and open up your folding chair next to me
My feet are buried in the sand and there's a breeze
There is a shadow, you can't see my eyes
And the sea is just a wetter version of the skies

Let's get a silver bullet trailer and have a baby boy
I'll safety pin his clothes all cool and you'll graffiti up his toys
I've got a perfect body but sometimes I forget
I've got a perfect body 'cause my eyelashes catch my sweat
Yes they do, they do

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh

Now I've been sitting on this abandoned beach for years
Waiting for the salty water to cover up my ears
But every time the tide come in to take me home
I get scared, now I'm sitting here alone dreaming of the dolphin song

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh

Maybe one day you will understand
That I want nothing from you but to sweetly hold your hand
Till that day just please don't be so down
Don't make frowns, you silly clown

Just come and open up your folding chair next to me
My feet are buried in the sand and there's a breeze
There is a shadow, you can't see my eyes
And the sea is just a wetter version of the skies

There is a shadow, you can't see my eyes
There is a shadow, you can't see my eyes

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

We are in love!

It starts of with a beautiful dinner with candles, insence and some beautiful music with Flowers all around. Your favorite to eat cooked and served by the one and only, me :) and we will talk and chat for hours like we do about all the things we love and care about while gazing into each others eyes with the loving desire with have for each other.
Then once we have finished our dinner, we get close and cuddle each other, my arm around you. My head in your hair and neck, your hands on my legs and arms. And we hold each other gentle yet tight, thinking and feeling each others pulse and heartbeat.
We then stare into each others eyes for minutes and say to each other, simply, that we love each other very much.
We go into kiss each other, holding each other. You have your hands under my shirt, rubbing against my back sitting ontop of me and with one quick swoop off comes my shirt. I have my hands on your face, holding yet caressing your skin. I make my way down to your shoulders, your arms, then back to up your ribs, up and down with slight pressure. Then slowly towards your breasts, circular motion then soft around your nipples until I reach behind and magically make your bra disappear.
Of comes your shirt while you've been kissing and nibbling at my neck and chest until we both end up topless. Then i pick you up with both arms around you and sit you on the bench and I thrust my pelvis into yours slow and steady, my hands around your waist, up and down the sexiest part of your body.
My smooth and silky strokes go up with tight and grippy hands come down. The stomach, the waist, your upper chest and your thighs all feel the wraith of jesses hands.

My penis is ready to break out and slip right deep into your moist pussy, right till the very end to tickle all your sensitive spots and give you sensations beyong your imagination.
You go for my belt and get it off in one quick move before I can stop you the buttons come flying of and my large cock comes jumping out as if its ready to kill. It sticks out like a hound ready to kill a duck. It knows there is a beautiful pussy around, sweet and smelling. And it knows its Reginas.
Before you can stroke my hard pulsating cock I grab your arms and wrap them around your back . And say time to take your pants of.... With my teeth

I pick you up and move you to the bed where the insense is burning and the candles are alight.
I lay you down as Romeo would do his Juliet, gazzing into your eyes. I kiss your forehead, you hold me close. I kiss your nose, cheeks and finish at the lips. We kiss and kiss and my crutch lowers closer to yours, and starts to rub. My cock against your pussy. Screaming us to let them connect. I am so hard that I would need anti viagara to get rid of my huge erection.
You are so wet that that your knickers are soaking with wetness and even, your sweet white cum can even be seen through those pants.
I can smell it, that sweet sweet juice that only one girl can produce, and only one customer can have.... And right now he wants that rare sweet juice

I pull my crutch away and kiss you down to your breasts. I'm getting impatient for your naked body so I undo your pants with my hands. I tickle and kiss you body quickly down to your beautiful stomach and with a hand on each side I slowly glid your pants of that skinny body of yours, down your legs and they come of and are thrown across the room. My face eagerly to get down into your juice. You stop me, and the table turns......
You sit up, kiss me smack bang in the face and I fall backwards. of the bed, my pants come of in a instant, we are not playing all of a sudden. once there of they get thrown across the room. kissing me from top to bottom legs over my waist, cock and pussy ready to connect. but you kiss, kiss me all the way down my body to my legs, and its about to happen, before you can grapple my hard cock I stick my hands into your pants and quietly say, lady's first if not together.
You find it hard to get of me but in no time you are laying on your back, pants of, undies straight after thanks to my hands, which are now running up and down your smooth body. I kiss your stomach and feel your soft legs. my tounge is getting closer and before you know it I'm licking your clit with the tip of my tounge, you grab my hair, I pull you closer, your legs wrap around my face, I lick and swallow and eat my way through your golden juice, you moan and scream my name.

I decide to jump up and lay down on my back, you sit on my face. my arms run up and down your body, all the way to your breasts. as you sit up right you hold your pussy open for me, I lick and lick the top of your clit to the bottom of your pussy, not letting your piercing get in the way. I feel your beasts and tickle you nipples. you scream and moan so much, your about to cum all in my face already. your breathing is heavy your grinding my face with your pussy. its about to already happen and before I know youve stopped and have realised a long quite moan of and orgasm, I lick slowly, all your juice.

You jump of, switch around and take your leg over my face and kiss me like spider man, you make your way down to my chest and my stomach, down to my favorite area, and yours.
My V.
My jocks are of all of a sudden and my cock is in your hand. Your pussy and ass are in my sight, just how I love it. I can see your beautiful lower half all in one view I kiss your thighs, and get right into that V of yours too. Your kissing my cock and caressing it as if your promising to take all its cum out of it and letting me put it somewhere to feel safe and loved, deep inside you. My fingers tickle your pussy and prepare to go inside, in and out, slowly but deep. Then I remember the dildo we have, so I get that, lube it up with your wet juice and before I insert it in, your mouth is around my hard cock.
It feels sensational, deep throathed, it feels like my hard on has been given a cure. I insert the dildo and slowly work in and out, one hand on your thigh/ butt and my face in your clit. But you, your like a porn star to my cock. Deep in and out of your mouth. Licking my knob, and using your hand with every suck up and down like you want that cum in your mouth.
It wants to be in your mouth! and it might just end up there. You suck and suck and suck like you want that cock. Your mouth is so deep around me. It feels like you've almost swallowed me whole.
I am yours and feel so in love to be.....
Before I start to get even remotely close you stop, and we begin step three... Our favorite.

You jump of me, turn around and sit on my cock, rub up and down along my penis until it slides in from all your wetness, straight inside deep as it can go. We Pause and endure the pleasure of being deep Inside your body and you engulfed in mine. you grab my chest and grind my body, you slide up and Down and then start to move that ass up and down with the correct motion we both love. Staring into each others eyes I stop you and you flex your body with your stomach and chest bent out with your breast perky and plump, your hair golden and let out you tilt your head to the roof and I grab your waist and start pumping my cock inside you slowly and hard. Each thrust making you moan and scream. I roll you over and pump deep inside. I then pick you up and put you back on the bench and get my penis back inside you, reaching right deep at the back. You scream and scream and you come in a instant. You hold me so tight and scratch my back kissing my face. I pull you down and turn you around and arch your back.... You are ready to take me from behind.

I ease my cock inside you holding your sexy waist where I love the most, where I can apply all the pressure. I love hold you here, especially during sex, it gives me comfort and control. Holding you like this makes me feel loving and caring. Your body is a temple and having the right to hold it here brings joy and happiness. To touch you and feel you up and down pleases me.
I thrust inside. Grampling your body hard. Holding your arms back you scream and scream your so bent my cock is bending with you. I'm slow close to cuming inside you that I pull out, bring you down, and get you on your knees and you start to suck on my cock again, staring into my eyes with so much love.  Like a good little girl does for her man, you want that come so much, all in your mouth, all inside your stomach, in your body. You sux me of and stare at me and I can't take it any longer. I get you on all fours and bend your ass into the air... I'm about to penetrate you.. very very deep.
I arch your back, head in the pillow ass in the air. Your pussy is drippy like it never has its screaming my cock for my cum inside. Your head is on an angle, your hair is flowing to the side you like at me ready for anything, wanting it all. I lower my body over yours arch my penis down and lower it into you slow but deep. It goes all the way to the other side of your body, you scream! It's like you just had an orgasim straight away. You love this position, as do I. I start to Fuck you like a primape would. Hands gripped around your amazing sexy waist . You cute butt sticking out, my hands go to you head and neck, I need to hold you hard because I'm about to blow my load inside you. It's going inside you and its never going to come out. Your about to drown in my hot sticky come. I'm thrusting, harder, harder,  harder you say. I'm going so hard we are now Fucking like to teenagers for the first time, excepct we know what where doing. I moan and groan and your screaming out of control, you come, and again, and one more time until I'm going so fast I stop and just let out all of my sexual energy into you.
I've just orgasmied so loud and so intensly. My cock is so deep inside that I start to feel the sperm race out my cock and inside your sexy body. One massive batch of sperm heads Inside you... You clench and moan to the feel of it entering inside you.
Then another!
And another!
It's so warm and hot all down in your body, right where it belongs. I am still moaning and moaning trying to push my cock deeper and deeper into you.
One more spurt of hot white thick cum comes out and I pull my cock out and realise it onto your ass and lube it in.
I'm beside myself, and you are to. I can feel one more load about to shoot. I pick you up on you knees and ease my cock into your mouth.. a smaller loads comes out and dribbles into your beautiful mouth.
It's sweet and you and in heaven, you are filled with all of my love. You are complete.

You still have my cock in your mouth, you want more come. It slowly dribbles out more, but its all gone.
I am shaking as you are too.
You slowly and gently lick and suck on my love stick, you savour every drop of my sticky love juice and look me in the face, and as your about to say words to me my cum, inside you, starts to slowly run down your body,
drip, drip, drip.
3 tiny drips is all that comes out. You orgasm again while looking at me because of the feel of it tuning out.
I hold the back of your head.
You kiss my body, my V.
We tell each other how much we love each other but no word has to even describe what we just did.

That was love, our love.

We filled each other up with it. We are both so pleased. We can't stop gazing into each others bright eyes.
We are in love, and we will do whatever we can to keep each other.
We are romantic and we know how to get down and have a good time.
This love will never change.
As we lie down, kissing each other still, slowly still shaking. We hold each other, your head on my chest. I light a cigerette up. We look at each other, smile and we know.

We are in love, we for each other. The universe says so.

We enjoy the last of our wine, blow the candles out, turn down the music, and we fall asleep in each other arms.
And wake up next to each other, looking into each others eyes.
No words need to be said about our night or our love.
That morning we make love quickly but gently again. this time we orgasm together looking into each others eyes. we then clean up and get ready for our day, of to work with happy thoughts, smiles on our face and good thoughts in our head. that night we have a long phone conversation about our night, our week ahead and plans for when to see each other again.
we are adults, mature and responsible on with our own lives, together we are a team, friends, and damn good lovers.

We are a imperfect couple, but we are perfect for each other.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Golden eyes on a golden face

Her hair is golden, just like her smile. Her smile is beautiful just like her stance. Her stance is strong and courageous, just like her legs. Her legs are long and sexy just like her arms. Her arms are smooth and fit, just like her bum. Her bum is sweet and delicious, just like her mouth, her face, her eyes they melt mine. Just like her heart. Loving, strong and full of love.
Endless love

I love her so much and I am truly proud to be hers and after six month's I really hope it cobtib, long and strong.
Regina Marija Canale

Dated 6/12/12
6 months of loving strong and unconditional love

1 and a half months later we broke up.
Reasons I never really seen coming or still yet understand.

I believe in magic.
It's what brought us together.

But I also believe in miracles

Every choice has a reason
Just as much as every reason begins another choice.

What's yours

From that very first night to that exact contact of sight

From the very first time i met you, i knew you were special. the night we shared together meant quite alot to me. It taught me alot about you. that night you showed me how gentle and beautiful you are. you showed me that you needed a friend to confide in, to support you through the tough times ahead, and i felt like our knew hoe important it was for us to meet. you also showed me how much courage you have. and showed me how good you are at cuddling.
i know you feel like we should be ebtter at friends and that we dont work as a team, but i feel like we do. when something is going wrong in our lives the other person is always there. just like right now. im here to lift you up. and just like you do this for me.
i value you so much you are everything to me. i almost fell down the ladder at work yesterday and i thought you to be the first to be told so you could comfort me and make everything better. the more i thought about it the more i realized how i actually feel about you. its incredible! the feeling you give me is indescribable!

i know things are getting harder to deal with right now but you need to remember that your family anf\d friends are here to support you. they'll care about you so much aswell, they are always going to be there for you.
Sophie sounds amazing, shes loving and beautiful. how many people can say they got like a near 10 page txt message from there sister to help support them. how many!
see how lucky you are
Never forget how loved you are and how blessed you have been.
Jesse, you mean so much to me, how many girls can say there boyfriends came up with 19 surprises for there birthday?? none!
no one i know has a partner that is as caring as you are. and i feel so special for that.
you do so much for me, you listen to me when im down, you really know how to deal with me when im in certain moods.
you never stop showering me with your love and for that i am always grateful.
i love you Jesse Michael Hands for who you are, and what you believe in.

This letter is dated back to the 8/9/12 in my personal journal by a very special girl.

this has changed my life helped me through. and on this day, i see more in it that i haven't seen before.
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