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Seems to me these days there is no room for compromise. When you get married you both shut up and tell each other what to do. That in my sense is to save becoming a broken family, confusing your kids and being financialy not poor.
What a life choice. Conform for the comforts that is unwanted or not for the freedoms that arnt available

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Reggio school...

The child
Is made of one hundred.
The child has
a hundred languages
A hundred hands
A hundred thoughts
A hundred ways of thinking
Of playing, of speaking.
A hundred always a hundred
Ways of listening
Of marveling of loving
a hundred joys
For singing and understanding
A hundred worlds
To discover
A hundred worlds
To invent
A hundred worlds
To dream.
The child has
A hundred languages
(And a hundred hundred more)
But they steal ninety-nine.
The social and the culture
Separate the head from the body
They tell the child:
To think without hands
To do without head
To listen and not to speak
To understand without joy
To love and to marvel
Only at Easter and Christmas.
They tell the child:
To discover the world already there
And of the hundred
They tell steal ninety-nine.
They tell the child:
That work and play
Reality and fantasy
Science and imagination
Sky and earth
Reason and dream
Are things
That do not belong together.

And thus they tell the child
That the hundred is not there.
The child says:
No way. The hundred IS there.

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I am one with all

So i may not have become what ive wanted to yet in my life.
And cooking for 10 years has driven me away from commercial kitchen in my home town, but there is some passion for cooking still there. the desire seem to just be faint and unable to be filled at this point.

There are many things i enjoy in life that i could become.
A skateboarder, A dancer maybe, a Singer,musician. Maybe a computer technician.
Perhaps i could take photos, write books and poems, be an artist, or even become a counsellor one day.
Even with all these fascinations and interests i still cant put my foot down on one, and dont beleive i ever really will. commitment is hard for me, but i with sayin...i am getting better.

Right now in my life i am pleased to have a range of abilities and get new lessons in growth for my intelligence and higher self on a regular basis.

I drink tea everday and use incense - this to me helps my brain and higher self grow and expand into a wiser intelligent person that i want to be
I have let go well at least do such a better task in doing so now having less twisted emotions and feelings inside of me, more love to give and a brighter inside and outside attracting wonderful people into my life.
I love more unconditionally, im less emotional and sensitive and i generally care about the people around me and myself the most - for once!
I take pictures regularly, i cook regularly, i skateboard regularly !
I dont take drugs or smoke, drink very little and party less.
I exercise occasionally eat healthy and meditate..
I see my son when i can, and im planning for the future.

I am that i am

I am becoming much better in who i would like to be.
No matter what though, i will be what im meant to be
dam good idea its what i want to be...

Peace peeps

not like most guys!

So I ain't like most guys, yes. But what is it about me atm thefts making me feel and think this way.
Is it for the purpose of the growth I Wish to acheive? For I don't want to hurt anyone and especially not myself again.
But what I do want is to treat myself to what I beleive I deserve and feel the need to attempt for strength and fulfillment with self love.
I have to come first, but not selfish. Just for growth purpose, confidence in me, and spiritual awareness.
This will all probably make sense to me and neither of you.

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Strange encounters

There is a man, this man is much like me.
His path has been of great trouble, trouble that has infected the mind.
This trouble caused much emotional pain, much suffering with loss and acceptances.
This man had to deal with what was and how it had become, how himself and those around him also.

Tonight that man told me his story, his pain, and greatest of all, his triumph.
For i was blinded and only thought it was negligence and denial my entire life.
But his struggle was, and now mine, is much the same.

Maybe my little man with deal with the same?

Now i see 2 pictures, i hear to stories, i feel 2 pains.
Now i can let go, now that anger can go, i can now forgive

But now i see 1 choice with 1 committed goal.
Only time can tell and my will to strive towards..

notes and notes, i cant stop righing little lists on notes
boxes and boxes are everywhere!

Maybe

Ever wondered how big it can really get.
Ever wondered how far you need to go.
Ever though about how long you have to reach.
Did you consider how much has to be let go.

Did you ever think about what you where doing.
Did it occur to you that it wasn't the same.
did you reconsider what the outcome could of been.
Or was it just a selfish ego?

Was it the blood pumping thick in your veins
Was it the moon, mighty and pearly clear.
Was the sound to all eminent to repress.
Can you ever forgive...